My life

i'm sorry-

that i'm not the girl you've always dreamed off.

that i dont agree with everything you say.

that i like alone time

that i remember our anniversary

that i liked to be told im pretty

that i dont like you to hang out with other girls

that other guys may say im pretty

that i want to hang out with my friends sometimes

that there are somethings i dont wanna do before marriage

that i hate girls that like you

im sorry i dont wear tight clothers

but most of all,

im sorry im not barbie

This is about a girl who makes wishes. Her wishes are not what you think that they are for. She doesn't wish for poney's, unicorns, or even makeup. She wishes that the boy she is in love with will not leave her. You see, this boy is moving not just out of her life, but away from her town. He is the Kit-to-her-Kat. He's her complete life. Without him, she is nothing he keeps her alive and blood pulsing trough her veins. When shes with him, she feels like shes where she's supposted to be.They are the real live edward and bella. They have the relationship you wish you had. She wishes on stars, on build-a-bear hearts, in the fountain at the mall, and even prays to God every night.

this is the real thing.

TO: Lauren && Kori (:

I Love You. Those over-dramatic three words that kills us all in some way. While you hear it, you feel amazing, you know, have those butterflies in your tummy. While what your really feeling is Fear, and happiness, in a very depressing mixture. When every note was pure lies written in scrawny, hideous, letters. When his pen is screaming to tell the truth that you don't wanna hear, or believe. The one that I will probably believe. When I really know, that in the end, i'll end up fallen, broken, and everything you said you wouldn't do to me. Because I was everything you wished for, or so you said. So, Thanks for the pain and misery, you caused me.

Dear world,

   how are you sill spinning? with all of this hate in the world. there is millions kinds of abuse  and the many suffering teens in the world that kill themselves each year. Or everyday. or the thousands of starving kids in the world, who cant learn to read or write. So many people killing others. People in forigen countries are being bombed for no reason. Soilders in IRAQ being killed figting someone elses fight.This isn't RIGHT. so tell me world, how are you still  spinning?

I'm Impainted.

I'm Uncool.

I'm Even Nerdy.

I Play Kirby With My Best Friend 'Till 4 In the morning.

I eat alot.

I joke around alot.

I like going to school.

Some crime huh?

I like doing my homework.

I'm a pretty good drawer.

i like video games.

im on AOL videos.

im on youtube.

im obsessive.

i love you. :)

i am who i am.

i am ashley.