New Year, Let Love Be Clear (go back »)

I stood there, shocked. Just, Shocked. He said yes to homecoming though! what was i to do? i started to hypervenalate. im going to pass out. yes, thats it. im going to pass out. i started to feel dizzy and started to shake. or, was i fixing to cry? i felt the tears coming. fast. then, next thing i know, im running, in the hall. i found the bathroom, and when i got in there, i started bawling. then, when i finally stopped, i went to art.

"Do you have a pass Mrs.Audrina?" Mrs.Frudigger asked.

"No Ma'am. I'll sign in" i replied, and went to sign in. i picked up the pen, and started to write my name. A-U-D-R---then, i saw the girl who was holding hands with him. I finished my name. I-N-A. When I walked past her, she was all smiling, being her stupid self. God, i hated this girl. When i got on my stool, Mrs. Frudigger said, "TIme too clean up!"Which ment the class was over. Thank God it was the last class. I Rememberd her name. Alyssa. Uh. This made me hate her more, when i rememberd that she was from New York. The bell finally rang, and when i left the room, I *accidentally* bumped into her so hard, it knocked her down. I have never felt so guilty, or good? I walked out of the class room, and saw Leslie, who walked with me. We walked to my locker without saying a single word. When we got there, I broke out in tears again, then Leslie's brain turned out pretty darn fast, because she said, "Audrinia? What'd he do?" And i told her. I told her the whole story, how he was holding hands, i bawled for a whole forty minuites, and how i pushed her down. and how i hated her. then, i heard a small voice.

"Hey Audrinia! I was sorta wondering if you'd go out with me-"I turned, it was Austin. I closed my locker, looked at him, then, did something i'd never see me doing. I slapped that  boy across his cheating face.